Today, started out like any other day. Woke up but I didn't feel like getting out of bed at all. Wed was also rough with the emotional loop d loop. Although today I had an appointment with a doctor. I went, I'm not close to reaching my goal of having surgery to get rid of my problem. It was the way back home that ruined my day. On the way back home my mom manage to hit something. It caused the car's right front tire to blow making my mom almost lose control. She manage to get control but the impact severly injuried my grandmother. Luckily, someone was monitoring the roads and came to our aid, called the police and the ambulance. My siste and father arrived whenthey heard the news. Me I was inthe ambulance with my Grandmother. Knowing that she fully can't speak english I had to go to help. I was worried she kept complaining how herlower back hurt badly. I spent alot of time thinking at the hospital,comin gup with several reasonwhy the car did what I did. My Father installed anew muffler and might of made amistkae, my mother was driving too fast, I should have sat inthe front seat. I don't like people, because I'm not good with talking to people. I don't even love my parents, but I do care for them. Besides my cat , I love my grandmother, even though we have abit of a language barrier we manage. So you can imagine how I felt. The whole time at the hospital I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I felt the tears at the edge but they didn't come. I don't have much to say other then that since I'm not sad, I don't feel anything. I know what occured wasn't anyones fault but I feel like it could have been prevented somehow.